rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil


“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • Sel
    SelVor 3 Stunden

    as a fan, im honestly scared of this moderation thing. ofc i want demi to be able to live her life as authentic as possible so i rlly hope that this works out for the best. it would be a tragedy to lose someone who has been a thousand times blessing to other people's lives, just like her

  • Sober Sherpa
    Sober SherpaVor 3 Stunden

    You'd think that Demmi is reopening her emotional wounds by sing those painful songs reliving the worst part of her life.... Some people say that they're healing.... Bet you a million bucks that Demi cries more than the average person... She Is filthy rich has every resource she needs and still miserable...

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  • callmekiki links
    callmekiki linksVor 3 Stunden

    you are the strongest person I know

  • Que Sera
    Que SeraVor 3 Stunden

    This touched me💕

  • Jessica Hawks
    Jessica HawksVor 4 Stunden

    I wonder if anyone has ever checked her to see if she has adhd..seriously

  • cnmmd qiuoo
    cnmmd qiuooVor 4 Stunden

    Elton said it best If you drink one you are going to drink more If you drink a pill you’re going to drink another one Moderation isn’t for everyone 🥺 I’m afraid for her 🥺

  • JustMai
    JustMaiVor 4 Stunden

    Does Demi actually have BPD? Many people with BPD relate to her story. Hopefully, if that is Demi's case, she can open up about it in the future. (: It would really really help destigmatize the disorder. -Someone whose partner and best friend both have BPD.

  • cnmmd qiuoo

    cnmmd qiuoo

    Vor 4 Stunden

    love u

  • Joana Ferreira
    Joana FerreiraVor 4 Stunden

    This one is so f*cking powerful!!!!!

  • Jamie Mcdowell
    Jamie McdowellVor 4 Stunden

    “Life is fluid and I’m fluid. And that’s all I know.” YAAASSSS DEMI!!!!!! 👑😍❤️🙌🏻🏳️‍🌈

  • stuffandthings
    stuffandthingsVor 4 Stunden

    Sirah is almost unrecognizable!

  • stuffandthings
    stuffandthingsVor 4 Stunden

    This is so curated. So curated.

  • Jessica Hawks
    Jessica HawksVor 4 Stunden

    Wow...this video gave me chills..I hope this sticks she is so amazing..the truth matters and she is always a truth seeker

  • Courtney IN Recovery
    Courtney IN RecoveryVor 4 Stunden

    Moderation doesn’t work. Elton John knows what he is talking about. I’ve been completely clean and sober for almost three years. Altering our brains in any form is playing with the devil still.

  • Grace Hand
    Grace HandVor 4 Stunden

    Walk, fly and keep on growing. Your music touches that part of you that can be so light filled and so bloody dark. Peace always.

  • AptitudeXfood
    AptitudeXfoodVor 4 Stunden

    Hope she gets the true help that she needs

  • MJ 1
    MJ 1Vor 5 Stunden

    I was just wondering, how can Scooter be so nice with Demi but did Taylor so wrong?

  • Elizabeth Allen
    Elizabeth AllenVor 5 Stunden

    I'm more concerned about her friends/codependents.

  • Bill Dragster
    Bill DragsterVor 5 Stunden

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  • Bethany Tollon
    Bethany TollonVor 5 Stunden

    Demi needs time to heal and someone who can support her on this journey!

  • Jessica Capricorn18
    Jessica Capricorn18Vor 5 Stunden

    Anyone here that has BPD, think she has borderline instead of Bipolar?

  • Veronica Dugan
    Veronica DuganVor 5 Stunden

    Powerful. Thank you for sharing so much with us.

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  • Jasmine Xxx
    Jasmine XxxVor 5 Stunden

    Her laugh towards the end though 😂

  • Vandrei Banaag
    Vandrei BanaagVor 5 Stunden

    love u

  • Angel Anna Prophecy Watcher
    Angel Anna Prophecy WatcherVor 6 Stunden

    These Satanic👺 celebrities are really showing their true colors. It's sickening 😳

  • feistyA27
    feistyA27Vor 6 Stunden

    Watermelon cake? That’s insane

  • RainbowByt3s
    RainbowByt3sVor 6 Stunden

    All these people being like “GRRRR SHES NOT SOBER THIS SERIES IS A LIE!!” Like... she’s not claiming to be sober. This isn’t a fairytale with a happy ending “And she never touched the bad things again.” This is the end of a CHAPTER. A part of her path that SHES STILL WALKING. It’s still a path of growth and movement because recovery from addiction is a neverending process. She still trying to learn and grow. I have such huge respect for her for making this and I’m not even a Demi fan.

  • Camila
    CamilaVor 6 Stunden

    There is only one solution: “Christ”

  • Pia Schöniger
    Pia SchönigerVor 6 Stunden

    I need a german subtitle :(

  • Sarah Roa
    Sarah RoaVor 6 Stunden

    Satan’s demons are out..... they are all mess up from letting all the demons posses them in order to be able to work.

  • Dephii
    DephiiVor 6 Stunden

    I was on meth for 3 years straight, homeless with no support. I walked away and got sober on my own. Fast forward a few years to me having my son and getting addicted to the pain meds they sent me home with. That spiraled into a nose-dive and I eventually walked away from that after 7 years. Both times I never went to rehab or had anyone take care of me while I was withdrawing, I had to work and support myself. That was 6 years ago and I have also followed the moderation technique (I didn't know thats what it was until hearing it now) mostly because I dont have money for rehabs or doctors to help with my BPD and PTSD. So I found what works for me and that is smoking weed and drinking occasionally. I have a 12 pack of beer thats been in my fridge for two weeks. I have no desire to use pills or meth again. But I wonder if thats because the weed and alcohol are different that my DOC. My DOC's were always uppers and the high that I get from green and alcohol are downers, I don't know. I just know that it can be done and we should stop with this black and white thinking that everyone is the same.

  • Maricelis Feliz
    Maricelis FelizVor 6 Stunden

    Is this the last episode? 🥺

  • Rebecca Chavez
    Rebecca ChavezVor 7 Stunden

    Self indulgent drivel.

  • Shannon/Brad Sieber
    Shannon/Brad SieberVor 7 Stunden

    Never think you have control. As a recovering addict myself I learnt from my relapses that I will never have this in the bag. I love Demi but im scared for her still. Elton John said it best. You can't do anything in moderation.

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    micro workerVor 7 Stunden

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  • poetrymafia
    poetrymafiaVor 7 Stunden

    DAMN and she's talking about misdiagnosis too! !My mother was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, which makes sense just looking at what her symptoms were, but when circumstances changed and she wasn't dealing with the same trauma and stress, her disorder symptoms went away. Why don't mental health professionals look at the circumstances the person is living with instead of simply saying, "here's what's wrong with you"? Demi is really on fire with this!

  • poetrymafia
    poetrymafiaVor 7 Stunden

    This is why I think programs like AA don't work for many people - they can't just drop everything that they used to give themselves comfort, but if they don't, they're a "failure" at being sober. I'm really glad someone is talking about the moderation model too

  • Ronni Merwede
    Ronni MerwedeVor 7 Stunden

    Mom is delusional...............why is her sober companion her former companion? These are the times her sober companion needs to be in her life...............#confused

  • joseph ralte
    joseph ralteVor 7 Stunden

    what ...........she was super beautiful when she cut her hair short🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️

  • Julieta Larruy
    Julieta LarruyVor 7 Stunden

    I hate scooter so bad

  • Ajla


    Vor 6 Stunden

    Why? What did he do?

  • Megan McCrory-Steele
    Megan McCrory-SteeleVor 7 Stunden

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  • Will Provance
    Will ProvanceVor 7 Stunden

    Moderation doesn’t work not for me not for addicts. I wish it wasn’t true

  • SC Gardner
    SC GardnerVor 8 Stunden

    Find your truths and share the message . Their is so much pain and suffering in the . Please use your voice and talent to ease that suffering . Be who you were born to be , the hero and champion of your own life story !be a voice that will save others from the pain and anguish you have experienced and are fighting to overcome . Bless you and all who need our love and help , Steve.

  • Kaila _girl307
    Kaila _girl307Vor 8 Stunden

    Her hair is amazing 😻

  • Veronika.P
    Veronika.PVor 8 Stunden

    Her hair looks so fireeee I love how her it is

  • misolou fout

    misolou fout

    Vor 7 Stunden

    Bestfriend= Christina Aguilera and Demi Lovato. ❤️🦋 Legends.

  • s k
    s kVor 8 Stunden

    I applaud Demi for telling her truth/ story 👏🏽

  • misolou fout

    misolou fout

    Vor 7 Stunden

    That moderation thing? I love Demi, that’s why I am so sad to know what’s gonna happen

  • SC Gardner
    SC GardnerVor 8 Stunden

    I thought my two previous remarks were thorough in inspiring you in the direction that would result in the greatest life experience available to you ! As an addict myself ,clean for nearly 20years , moderation is a lie , abstinence is the only path to a joyous life . Once again and always with loving regards , steve

  • Joyce Dominguez
    Joyce DominguezVor 8 Stunden

    Who are these plastic people

  • Joyce Dominguez
    Joyce DominguezVor 8 Stunden

    Isn't this dude scooter the one that some artists have talked badly about?

  • Ali Cia
    Ali CiaVor 8 Stunden

    I think she had just need space and be herself without her staff choose all and talk in her place. Welcom the real demi. I love you and support you. Your last album is amazing ♥️💋.

  • Rumeshi Theva
    Rumeshi ThevaVor 9 Stunden

    wow what a beautiful soul

  • Crystal Clear
    Crystal ClearVor 9 Stunden

    Buvadale shot is the best thing ever happened to me when it comes to my opioid addiction

  • blandiine27
    blandiine27Vor 9 Stunden

    the last sequence with the hair she was so happy

  • Alex 123
    Alex 123Vor 9 Stunden

    Well done Demi I hope everything works out

  • Priyanshu Sahraya
    Priyanshu SahrayaVor 9 Stunden

    The thumbnail pic requires admiration too

  • amy mckenzie
    amy mckenzieVor 9 Stunden

    Demi's new hair cut is fucken fire! she soots it sooo much . she has accomplished soo much its amazing on how much she's overcome.

  • juliazuza
    juliazuzaVor 9 Stunden

    I can’t explain how proud of her I am. Like every time I watch Demi I’m just so proud that she’s made it this far and that she’s finally working on herself to be herself. I’m just so happy for her. I love you Demi xx

  • Gabe Lazar
    Gabe LazarVor 10 Stunden

    Xtina talking about Demi with the biggest smile ever was just the purest thing ever about the whole documentary, it warmed my heart

  • Lina Stefanie
    Lina StefanieVor 10 Stunden

    Ok they are comparing eat disorders with drug addiction

  • Lina Stefanie
    Lina StefanieVor 10 Stunden

    That moderation thing? I love Demi, that’s why I am so sad to know what’s gonna happen

  • Adrian Orsini Russo
    Adrian Orsini RussoVor 10 Stunden

    Bestfriend= Christina Aguilera and Demi Lovato. ❤️🦋 Legends.

  • Ethan Ngwenya
    Ethan NgwenyaVor 11 Stunden

    I am very happy that Elton isnt sugar coating this unlike everyone ekse

  • Cindy maree
    Cindy mareeVor 11 Stunden

    Why is no one talking about that her best friend is dressed just like Aladdin in this video

  • Linnea Bolmgren
    Linnea BolmgrenVor 11 Stunden

    The journey never ends but I hope that the path can change. Sending love.

  • L Tay
    L TayVor 11 Stunden

    Loved, this, until, big machine.

  • Wallace John
    Wallace JohnVor 12 Stunden

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  • Puq Bijnen
    Puq BijnenVor 12 Stunden

    wow I thought Xtina was Kylie Jenner for a sec

  • Dear Universe
    Dear UniverseVor 12 Stunden

    The best thing about this documentary - this sh*t is genuine...

  • Amber C
    Amber CVor 12 Stunden

    I’m living for the trampoline ❤️ it gave me already a sign that you are free. We love you Demi ❤️

  • Katie smith
    Katie smithVor 12 Stunden

    I was on board with this documentary at the beginning and as I got more of the way through it became clear to me her friends and family are enablers and yes men. Her ‘moderation’ is dangerous and her mum saying she’s ‘in control now’ really ?? This whole thing is just another big album promo. The way she gave her choreographer the chance to ‘tell her story’ (someone’s life who was ruined) was narcissistic to me. I’ve been a Demi fan since camp rock but I really think its time she retired from this life, the attention seeking and toxicity of fame is what her addiction thrives off

  • Yamil Blanca Ramírez
    Yamil Blanca RamírezVor 12 Stunden

    Maybe Demi you could create a system.. a way to found a safer way to consume drugs.. i mean maybe with a doctor or maybe a mechanism that give you the stop of maximum you could resist..

  • Karine Sophia
    Karine SophiaVor 12 Stunden

    Children should be in the entertainment industry.

  • Karine Sophia
    Karine SophiaVor 12 Stunden

    I think she is trying to convince herself she got this...

  • Robert Smith
    Robert SmithVor 13 Stunden

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    Sho TaVor 13 Stunden

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  • Marisela Ruiz
    Marisela RuizVor 13 Stunden

    This documentary for me was truly inspiring. People who have never dealt with addiction should not be so judgmental. It really takes some guts to tell the world your most intimate struggles. I applaud and have much respect for her honesty!

  • Saher Khan
    Saher KhanVor 13 Stunden

    Her laugh at the end had me burst out laughing too

  • Liana S
    Liana SVor 13 Stunden

    @18:26 Matthew: these are my legs now my brain: LOOK AT MY SHIIIINNS

  • lasha gigauri
    lasha gigauriVor 13 Stunden

    I love u 🧡💚💙💛💜 thank u Honey 💕💕💕💕💕

  • Alex Castro
    Alex CastroVor 13 Stunden

    I’m so scared cuz I know moderation works for some but it can be a slipepry slope with alcohol

  • ty rt
    ty rtVor 14 Stunden

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  • Anjana Panicker
    Anjana PanickerVor 14 Stunden

    Hey, demi If u read this just know when ur going through a hard time just know that all ur fans are here who want to cheer you up and love you so much. You are strong amazing perfect.

  • Stephanie Graham
    Stephanie GrahamVor 14 Stunden

    Demi is beautiful inside and out! ☺️❤️ so strong!

  • George Harrison
    George HarrisonVor 14 Stunden

    Is the guy doing okay?Max i mean.

  • George Harrison
    George HarrisonVor 14 Stunden

    Food has always been a matter og power and control. She shud find out whta makes her binge ir starve. If she doesnt have a metabolic problem then it could be psychological. That is soemthing she can work with her therapist.

  • Yoder Osvaldo
    Yoder OsvaldoVor 15 Stunden

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  • Niz Belles
    Niz BellesVor 15 Stunden

    You have to pay to watch the last one?!

  • João Pedro Quintana
    João Pedro QuintanaVor 15 Stunden


  • Katelyn Leman
    Katelyn LemanVor 15 Stunden

    okay but how beautiful did her haircut look

  • Sylvain Ricky Rights Duong
    Sylvain Ricky Rights DuongVor 15 Stunden

    Love Demi

  • Jenny Perry
    Jenny PerryVor 15 Stunden


  • Victoria Johnson
    Victoria JohnsonVor 15 Stunden

    Really payment to watch.. As if she isnt rich enough.. Wow

  • P Sav
    P SavVor 16 Stunden

    My doctor friend told me that Semi Retardo only did paper/cardboard cut. No real razor?

  • lizzy o
    lizzy oVor 16 Stunden

    These documentaries got me shook asf every second! 😂 I’m so fucken proud of her

  • Personal Acc
    Personal AccVor 16 Stunden

    Watermelon cakes?? Yeah I understand the moderation thing after being in such a radical lockdown

  • Allyson Kathryn
    Allyson KathrynVor 16 Stunden

    It concerns me that everyone around her are saying they are concerned for Demi but none of them will tell her just seeing how they all chopped it up to that’s how it’s going to be Elton John was the only one who was real and said moderation doesn’t work as someone who grew up watching her I’m worried she got to the point where heroin wasn’t strong enough but she think weed and alcohol will be enough for the rest of her life maybe it will but maybe it won’t

  • AllSlay TeeTee
    AllSlay TeeTeeVor 16 Stunden

    The raw vocals at 20:42 🥶🔥☺️✨

  • Ale Jandra
    Ale JandraVor 16 Stunden

    The "moderation" thing is a huge mistake and terrifying. I pray she is careful.

  • Baca World
    Baca WorldVor 16 Stunden

    Demi is still so lost... it’s heartbreaking